礼品之路 – more about The Gift of Equanimity

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I am content.

The Divine Creator is my Origin.

I had no hand in my own coming into being.

Not a bit more than 42 years ago.

Not since.

I am content.

Every little glimps of good.

Every gesture of kindness.

Every spark of wisdom.

Which I may be.

Or display.

(s)He is the Source.

I am content.

Every moment I have lived.

Every awesome experience I have had.

Every failure I have navigated.

Every loss I have mourned.

Every gift I have received.

(s)He is in it.

Involved.

Sharing it with me.

Manipulating it to my benefit.

Even if I do not see.

I am content.

In the knowing.

That (s)He is my Origin.

My Redeemer.

And At-one-ner.

I am content.

Aware of my significant insignificance.

Beyond this time & transience.

I am content.

Aware that (s)He is the Source-ror.

The root of any love.

In me.

Or anyone.

The spring of any justice.

The alpha of all that is friendly.

Gracious.

I am content.

That (s)He is free.

Of me.

And obligation.

To choose.

Where.

Or when.

Or how (s)He bestows.

Himself.

As source.

Gift.

I am content.

That (s)He does not bestow.

Sometimes.

In lives.

Where I would hope our Origin’s re-Source-fulness, might be irresistible.

Impotent.

Not from impotence.

But from Being.

Beyond comprehension.

I am content.

To live.

Try.

Be.

Even though I cannot see.

Outside of time.

Or this moment.

Or this place.

In time.

And space.

I am content.

That (s)He is.

I am.

In a Way that cannot be described.

Content.

That even my inability to grasp, is Gift.

Lest I be consumed.

By what is infinitely more than me.

I am content.

That, because (s)He is, Who (s)He is, my being & becoming has meaning.

Purpose.

Even the seemingly inconsequential kiss of my child.

The walk to a workplace.

The cup of warm coffee, drenching early morning silence with its aroma.

The loss.

Heartache.

Dissapointment.

The joy.

Resilient happiness struggling to survive in an unhappy world.

I am content.

Not with stuff.

Or circumstance.

Content in (s)He.

Who is.

Origin.

Source-ror.

Alpha.

Wellspring.

Vine.

Of everything.

And everyone.

From eternity.

Into eternity.

Content.

That (s)He truly is Origin.

And I originated.

And being originated.

I am content.

That (s)He is the Way.

The Gift.

Along the Way of the Gift.

The Ancient Way of 礼品之路 ( Lǐpǐn zhī lù ).

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